Friday

Finally, it's Friday. I will get to see him today! Today is Day 29 of pantang. It sure felt like forever. I enjoy spending time with Sarah and taking care of her. I dont mind the pantang food and dos and donts. But what i cannot take it is not seeing D everyday. I really think that husbands should be given maternity leave too or should i say paternity leave. This is the time when you need your husband the most.

I suppose it is not so much of an issue if you get to pantang in the comfort of your own home. But when you have to pantang in your hometown which is hours away and only get to see your husbands on weekends, now that's another story. At least for me. I can't do long distance. I don't know how everyone else does it but it so does not work for me. I wish they could understand this. i get stressed and depressed when we are apart. so not good for someone in pantang.

If everything goes to plan, we only have to be apart for 3 more days. Need to get everyone to agree first. now, that can be really tricky. Wish me luck :P