I am suppose to start work today. But i didn't. I decided to extend my leave until next year. So, here i am, home alone with Sarah, who is thankfully still peacefully sleeping. Really cannot imagine what it will be like to start work again and having to leave her at home. As of now, I am already feeling like a bad mom for not being able to fully breastfeed her. Now, nak tinggalkan dia for so many hours a day pulak tuh.Wonder if she will miss me while i am away for work.
I know i should be recharged and be able to start work full swing come new year but am not feeling it at all. Partly because i still cannot fit into almost all of my working clothes. Had to buy a few last week. Yes, just a few because i do not want to get too comfortable with the new size. Hopefully i will not bump into Dr evil so soon. It was hurtful enough having to hear him say over and over again that i was so big while i was pregnant and even his wife who was carrying twins pun tak sebesar i.If I have to hear him say how big i am now post pregnancy, i might just scream. Perhaps i should have done that before, so insensitive, verbally harassing heavily pregnant woman. Termengumpat pulak.
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